Too Long...

Yep, it's been WAY too long since I have been able to post. I can't believe the summer is over. Seriously. Despite my drama, it flew. Once I had my license back, we used our time to catch up with all of our errands...then we went to NJ for two weeks, which was GREAT!, and now, school has started. NJ was full of fun, seeing friends, field trips, and more fun. We all love it there. I'm not sure what it is about the tri-state, but we are all happy when we are there. I will work on pictures tomorrow and FINALLY post them!

So, Skyler started his new school. I was beyond nervous for him...what if I didn't make the right decision? What if he doesn't like it and I have to switch him AGAIN!? I made myself sick over it. Pointless stress....he LOVES SCHOOL!!!! Is very comfortable there, the teachers seem wonderful and professional. He cried when I picked him up...and not because he doesn't like it, but because he wanted to stay a full day tomorrow and they aren't allowed until next week. I'm relieved. This is such a big step. I know it's just pre-k, but it's leaving behind the few years of freedom and constant togetherness, and starting independence and a whole new range of stages. I LOVED LOVED LOVED having him home with me. But he's definitely ready for something more than I can give him here. But let's just catch up on Skyler in general. I really never try to push anything with him for too long. I'll try for a few days and then realize it's pointless because he does it when he's ready. Well, all of a sudden, he's Mr. Independent. Does everything on his own. I'm so proud of him. He even got out of the bathtub himself, grabbed his towel, and dried himself off while I dealt with his sister. When did this happen??????? It's bitter sweet.

Sadie. My sweet Sadie is a mess. I'm not going to lie, I'm really nervous. Everyone knows I'm a germaphobe, but once they are sick, I am not one to panic or run them to the doctor over nothing. I understand the viral vs bacterial thing. She was crabby the last few days of NJ. And the first night home, she woke up feverish. It's been almost a week. Fevers and crankiness all week. She eats breakfast and then fruit, but I have to force feed everything else, including snacks. I took her to the dr on Tuesday after four days of fever and he said it was probably viral. But, it's Thursday night, and she still has one. She's not comfortable at all, has been all medicines all week. And cries all---of----the-----time. My heart breaks for her...and then the selfish me kicks in because I just can't do anything to help her and the constant crying just pushes me to the edge. And poor Skyler is fighting for attention. I just wish I could help her. The most annoying phrase in the world that I am finding comfort in now....This too shall pass.

Pictures to come tomorrow!!!!